sometimes I can be quite mysterious right.hehe...
haih.suddenly my previous memory with my friends keep haunting me.and i dont know why.when i think back, frist time I stepped in that college, I have null everything. No friends, no passion, no everything. Since I got into interview I felt really inferior. How can they just laughing and laughing with their frens as i got no one there.i didnt know anyone.huh..yeah basically i know they were coming from many sorts of boarding school.but me? sticking around with my mum.thankfully mami was willing to accompany me.huu..sorry mami for not making through this fly thing. yeah sometimes i feel quite guilty to u.but i take this positively. i know you are more relieve when im around here.ye lahh..dekat sini pun text kita hampir setiap hari.tanya makan apa.buat apa.tapi..yana tahu mami dah start believe in me.to take care of my own self.thank you so much..back to my friends then.do u know that actually for the 1st and 2nd semester, i can say that i was separated by the clique of my girls classmates?they all already had their own clique. tia w aini. fad with aina. anne with nana. n me?(we got 7 girls in the class) biasalah kan perempuan suka kwn bekepit dua2.haih..aku sumtimes aku kena tinggal gak lah.tak tahu any updates.yeah i did feel lonely at that time.haaa..and also sumtimes i was getting sad because of roomies and i have no one to tell.huuu..at that moment i was all by myself. :( but yeah through the end miracle happened.to be honest, they all actually had their own problem with their clique. suddenly and slowly they came after me.suddenly tia, aini fad all of them came to me.and said aw they had prob with each other. i was in the middle though.n that was the initial point we started to mingles together.no cliques anymore.yeah..and now.i'm back all alone again.people do come and leave right.hee..but to be honest i feel really grateful to find such a wonderful friends there.some of them treat me like their own sis.niza i miss u.:) tq for playing with my hair.tq for sharing something that i never heard about.(wpun kita tak wish niza punya birthday,but do remind that i'll always remember it)yeah!the point here i wanna share is...i always have an inner conlfict relationship either with my family, friends, siblings and myself.haih..and obviously you cant see it.hehe..eventhough mami ckp mami tak rasa pasal mami dgn babah ni ganggu korg,and i nodded tapi actually it does have some effect.huu..and i'm in the middle again...between them.what can I do besides praying?hu..and thats why if you noticed the fact of "happy" that i wrote.it has something behind it that hold my dreams and hope in the future.yeps!whatever life hits you,just smile and be strong!this is life okeyhhh..be strong.cheers~ (^.^) different people have different cara di uji kan.and sgt bersyukur that i can bear mine.heeee...
haih.suddenly my previous memory with my friends keep haunting me.and i dont know why.when i think back, frist time I stepped in that college, I have null everything. No friends, no passion, no everything. Since I got into interview I felt really inferior. How can they just laughing and laughing with their frens as i got no one there.i didnt know anyone.huh..yeah basically i know they were coming from many sorts of boarding school.but me? sticking around with my mum.thankfully mami was willing to accompany me.huu..sorry mami for not making through this fly thing. yeah sometimes i feel quite guilty to u.but i take this positively. i know you are more relieve when im around here.ye lahh..dekat sini pun text kita hampir setiap hari.tanya makan apa.buat apa.tapi..yana tahu mami dah start believe in me.to take care of my own self.thank you so much..back to my friends then.do u know that actually for the 1st and 2nd semester, i can say that i was separated by the clique of my girls classmates?they all already had their own clique. tia w aini. fad with aina. anne with nana. n me?(we got 7 girls in the class) biasalah kan perempuan suka kwn bekepit dua2.haih..aku sumtimes aku kena tinggal gak lah.tak tahu any updates.yeah i did feel lonely at that time.haaa..and also sumtimes i was getting sad because of roomies and i have no one to tell.huuu..at that moment i was all by myself. :( but yeah through the end miracle happened.to be honest, they all actually had their own problem with their clique. suddenly and slowly they came after me.suddenly tia, aini fad all of them came to me.and said aw they had prob with each other. i was in the middle though.n that was the initial point we started to mingles together.no cliques anymore.yeah..and now.i'm back all alone again.people do come and leave right.hee..but to be honest i feel really grateful to find such a wonderful friends there.some of them treat me like their own sis.niza i miss u.:) tq for playing with my hair.tq for sharing something that i never heard about.(wpun kita tak wish niza punya birthday,but do remind that i'll always remember it)yeah!the point here i wanna share is...i always have an inner conlfict relationship either with my family, friends, siblings and myself.haih..and obviously you cant see it.hehe..eventhough mami ckp mami tak rasa pasal mami dgn babah ni ganggu korg,and i nodded tapi actually it does have some effect.huu..and i'm in the middle again...between them.what can I do besides praying?hu..and thats why if you noticed the fact of "happy" that i wrote.it has something behind it that hold my dreams and hope in the future.yeps!whatever life hits you,just smile and be strong!this is life okeyhhh..be strong.cheers~ (^.^) different people have different cara di uji kan.and sgt bersyukur that i can bear mine.heeee...
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away
And breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging 'round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away
And breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging 'round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
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